1. |
The Rent's Due
02:15
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I was dropping off the money I owed you for the last month of rent
In the apartment we made.
You were sleeping on the couch wearing nothing but the t-shirt I gave you.
Made my way past the panic, fought the normalcy.
Locked the door, walked away.
Don't act like you don't know what you were doing in the first place,
I can see right through it, there's a piece of you still living in my framework.
I got in my car and drove away
Thought of every single reason to return, but the arguments made a home in my brain.
I went back to my parents place in the room that I grew up in
Just let the silence swallow me up.
My friends are all concerned I'll do something self destructive and lose my way.
Like going out alone to the dark place that I was with too much whiskey in my veins.
And try to crash my car again
Making deals with the devil in my veins.
I've been walking around as a ghost.
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2. |
Rose Island
03:44
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3. |
Boundaries
03:22
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I drove you home walked you to your door.
I could taste the laughter on your tongue.
You were so confident with the way you held your words now
and I came undone.
You said it comes and goes in waves
You say that I'm too far away
It's safer now for both of us, here at arms length
My name is just a scratch on a grave,
measured by what you can take from me.
You can only blame the way things are for oh so long
You crossed my boundaries and left your mark
beneath my rib-cage.
Made your way into my head.
I can't handle myself anymore,
I'm just a hallow shell
from when you left me vulnerable and still.
You said it comes and goes in waves
You say that I'm too far away
It's safer now for both of us, here at arms length
My name is just a scratch on a grave,
measured by what you can take from me.
You can only blame the way things are for oh so long
I'm coming up from going under.
I learned to love myself without you.
Learn to love myself without you.
I placed my hand along the small of your back,
while you tightened your grip around my throat and said
"I'll never let you go, never let you go"
That subtle moment where you took what's left of me,
ripped it out with nothing but your teeth.
Now I can't breathe
I can't breathe.
You said it comes and goes in waves
You say that I'm too far away
It's safer now for both of us, here at arms length
My name is just a scratch on a grave,
measured by what you can take from me.
You can only blame the way things are for oh so long
So long.
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4. |
Bicycle Day
02:46
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She had September in her eyes,
and the summer on her skin.
Her lonely tangled in her hair
and her past behind her lips.
And it came as no surprise she made me safe in my own skin.
We were some kind of masterpiece.
You were a storm in the middle of my bedroom.
Your tore down my walls, I had hopes for better weather.
You painted all of my flaws on the wall behind my bed frame.
While I sunk through the floor and tried to piece myself together.he
As she was crashing down around me
making artwork from my scars
she left December in my lungs
held the winter in her palms.
She kissed me right below my throat
and left scratches on the surface
in the shape of all her demons.
You were a storm in the middle of my bedroom.
Your tore down my walls, I had hopes for better weather.
You painted all of my flaws on the wall behind my bed frame.
While I sunk through the floor and tried to piece myself together.
The kind of lonely where you shed through my skin.
I'm the kind of person who doesn't know when to quit.
You used me up before I had found where I'd been.
Im covered up under the weight of my sins.
You were a storm in the middle of my bedroom.
Your tore down my walls, I had hopes for better weather.
You painted all of my flaws on the wall behind my bed frame.
While I sunk through the floor and tried to piece myself together.
You were crashing down around me.
You were crashing down around me.
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5. |
Unholy Medicine
02:52
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You are so fragile
like an autumn bound flower.
But you can not stay here anymore.
And I bought you these flowers that I forgot to bring.
I left them at home, but they're beautiful like you.
I swear.
It's going to take some time to mend the cuts beneath my bandages.
It's going to take some unholy medicine.
And fixing all the fractures in my bones has taken longer than I'd hoped.
It's a steady process I've learned to love.
I wrote you a song on a stolen guitar,
but I marked it up to make it my own.
And you wrote me a lie on a stolen heart.
But you marked me up to make me your own
It's going to take some time to mend the cuts beneath my bandages.
It's going to take some unholy medicine.
And fixing all the fractures in my bones has taken longer than I'd hoped.
It's a steady process I've learned to love.
It's going to take some time to mend the cuts beneath my bandages.
It's going to take some unholy medicine.
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6. |
Little Bird
03:15
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Baby calm me down
cause I can't focus on anything
Little bird let's
get away from here.
Entertain me.
We can take our time if you wan't to.
We can move slow just figure me out.
You found me in the dark with my guard down.
Try to find my voice, I'm a heartbeat away.
Baby calm me down
cause I can't focus on anything
Little bird let's
get away from here.
Entertain me.
Swore I saw the northern lights
reflected in a neon sky.
You crashed into me in the back seat.
Like the mountains meeting the sea.
Don't want to come down.
Baby calm me down
cause I can't focus on anything
Little bird let's
get away from here.
Entertain me.
You're some kind of good vibration
My body made a bookmark of yours.
I wan't to feel your heartbeat racing
Wearing nothing but poetry and stars.
(Love me long enough like it never mattered much.
You're dancing through my thoughts with your hand around my heart)
Baby calm me down
cause I can't focus on anything
Little bird let's
get away from here.
Entertain me.
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7. |
5.19.17
01:05
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My eyes are getting heavy. But my thoughts say stay awake. There is so much distance in the night time from reflections that you made. And even if I wanted its not you but me that changed.
Fuck.
It's not.
Its not me not you.
Maybe it's you
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8. |
Warm Hamm's
02:40
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Stay away, try and keep your distance.
I've got nothing left to say.
I'm running empty like a truck stop Jesus, but I'm running all the same.
I've been getting drunk too much
and pissing away all my time.
You never really said a lot.
I guess it's something I don't mind
Been getting lost in the background.
They found me screaming in a basement
at a God who hadn't spoke in a while.
Could you remind me of my placement
and what the presence of purpose is like.
I've been getting stoned too much.
I think I've gone and lost my mind.
I said something like this before.
I guess it's something you don't mind.
Been getting lost in the background
Wasted myself on things that I don't need.
I could find safety in the simple things.
Been chase that feeling, some kind of healing.
Think I found my voice when I fell apart.
Been getting lost in the background
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9. |
Track 3
02:43
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You resonate through my bone structure.
Like all of the flaws that came before.
Now the echoes don't sound like they should.
Your voice doesn't sound like you anymore.
A conversation the length of two cigarettes.
But I'm sick of wasting breathe on you.
I found myself back where I started again.
Killing myself to escape your noose.
I thought I'm better. I'm not.
I thought I'm better
Woke up winded in a cold sweat
from dreams of things that I'm too late to fix.
And even if I stopped you from caving in
there's nothing I could've done,
you broke at the bend.
I tried my hardest just to hold you together
but you started falling apart.
I built a home because you left the lights on.
Now I'm stumbling around in the dark.
How can I give you what I can't even give myself?
I felt my head cave in.
Wanna remember how to forget.
So what the fuck is your problem
cause I'm spent
Woke up winded in a cold sweat
from dreams of things that I'm too late to fix.
And even if I stopped you from caving in
there's nothing I could've done,
you broke at the bend.
I thought I'm better. I'm not.
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10. |
Vesuvius
03:34
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Sorry I haven't called,
I've been preoccupied.
I thought the space would clear my mind.
I was wrong.
I want to be brought to tears by anything other than death.
Pace the room for a reason better than my stress.
Find the good in me I lost long ago.
Keep my fingers crossed it's not very far.
Wish I could get a grip.
I'm a burden.
I know that all my friends want the best.
But I keep to myself
I thought I'm better and I'm not.
I'm sorry
Wan't to find the good in me I lost long ago.
I know it's buried somewhere.
Don't forget that I am still a work in progress.
Still room to grow.
I got lost in the mountains to try and catch my breathe.
Stopped tying up the loose ends you left me.
Cut the noose from my neck.
I thought I'm better and I'm not.
I'm sorry
Find the good in me I lost long ago.
I know it's buried somewhere.
Don't forget that I am still a work in progress.
Still room to grow.
So tell me where I break when I'm burning at both ends,
just to hold steady.
I am weathered and worn thin.
I'm finding out what happens to things that won't bend.
Won't say I'm sorry, I won't make amends.
I want to pose a threat.
Stop wishing I was someone else.
Find the good in me I lost long ago.
I know it's buried somewhere.
Don't forget that I am still a work in progress.
Still room to grow.
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11. |
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I feel a little less than me a little more lately.
Like a frequency that got lost in the airwaves.
Don't know where I have been.
The sound of defeat was a deafening song to sing.
So I've been making list of things I'll never finish,
places I want to see but I'll never visit.
Because I don't have the timing or funds to get there.
I wan't to see it all.
I mean everything.
The sky explodes and I'm alone again.
I know that I let you down.
My nerves are shot now,
I can't even sit still.
Just pacing circles in my room
You don't have to tell me I know that you told me so.
The years will go fast but the days will go slow.
The time that we waste will be gone when we're old.
So let's stay restless,
for just a little while.
The sky explodes and I'm alone again.
I know that I let you down.
My nerves are shot now,
I can't even sit still.
Just pacing circles in my room
The sky explodes and I'm alone again.
I know that I let you down.
My nerves are shot now,
I can't even sit still.
Just pacing circles in my room
In my room.
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12. |
Borrowed Time
04:45
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You said that you felt boxed in.
You never felt so alone,
even with the demons in your head.
You're just tired of fighting.
You can't find it in yourself now.
To let the good back in.
I counted every breathe you took from the floor of your hospital room.
Retracing all the patterns of our youth,
that were etched inside of our skulls.
Try to find the place where it all began.
Try and find the place I could save you.
We ran out of rules to break.
We ran out of borrowed time.
I know you felt like such a mistake.
Whatever, nevermind.
Crying in your hospital bed.
Laughing through our consciousness.
Where nothing really made much sense.
If I knew that you were hurting,
if i could carry just a fractions of your burden,
I'd never sing again,
if I knew that you'd get better.
We ran out of rules to break.
We ran out of borrowed time.
I know you felt like such a mistake.
Whatever, nevermind.
We ran out of rules to break.
We ran out of borrowed time.
I know you felt like such a mistake.
Whatever, nevermind.
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